Archive for July, 2009

So many things have changed,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 31, 2009 by makeasimplewish

And I am confused. Give me time to sort things out , and I promise all of you I will be fine , soon. (:


Ice Cream Madness , (:

Posted in Uncategorized on July 30, 2009 by makeasimplewish


I really cannot wait for the weekends to come cos as each week passes , the more old and tired I feel. Today was the only day out of the whole week that I came back at 6+. Monday , Tuesday , and yesterday , I’ve been reaching home at like 8+ , 9+ , because of school. And I really am emotionally , physically and mentally drained.

Ok , so today was fine , even though Thursday’s timetable sucks the most. To add on , we had GP ‘night’ which was actually straight after school. But GP lesson wasn’t that boring today. Actually it was kind of fun , because disturbing Ah Ben and Bijal v entertaining (: Hahaha. Without PingSee , Ms Kwan loves to call me. But yay , I could answer most of her questions , especially during group discussion. Hehe.

Aft school was super funny. Me , Constance and Bijal were walking out of school , when we heard this ringing sound. Realised there was this ice cream vendor somewhere in the vicinity , so we walked arnd trying to find the source of the bell. And Bijal was hilarious , once she spotted the man she started half – running towards the vendor. So we all bought ice cream and were so contented , like small kids. Bijal got high aft eating the ice cream and she went crazy on the bus. Mad lah. But fun :D:D Hehe , thanks Bijal for making my day , I was quite sad the whole day until the end , where you made me laugh (:

I know I have alot of catching up to do. 6 weeks more , but I dont feel any urgency at all. Hm. I still love school , no matter how tired I am at the end of the day. Oh , and writing poems and songs have been my drugs for stress relief these few days. Sorry , they’re mostly private. But if you want , ask me (:

The Four Seats

Posted in Uncategorized on July 27, 2009 by makeasimplewish


The dark grey skies shed large drops of tears , also known as raindrops , which slowly fell to the earth , the pavements , roads and grass. As the drops of water splashed onto the surface of the earth , they were accompanied by a giant symphony , the crashing of thunder , flashing of lightning . What a accompaniment. She left the house with a pink umbrella in her hand,  to shield her from the rain. As her feet connected with the ground , it sent raindrops splashing everywhere. How she loved rainy days. She waited at the sheltered bus stop , waited for the bus that would soon come. As she heard the rumbling of vehicle wheels , she smiled to herself , and folded her umbrella.

As she stepped onto the bus , safe from the surrounding rain and wind , she looked around her. The warmth of the bus enveloped her . As her fingers closed around the familiar railing at the side of the bus , she trained her eyes in front of her. There were four seats , all of them occupied. Her eyes started from the left.

She saw a child. A small boy playing his PSP , without a care in the world. He had no problems in his life , he looked forward to everyday ahead of him. It was just pure fun , laughter , and joy. Sweet innocence was all that filled his mind , he did not have to worry about the world until he was much older. She smiled to herself , looking at the small child , how she wanted a life similar to his. She wanted to be free from worries that engulfed her everyday.

Her eyes moved to the person sitting next to the child , a teenager in his school uniform , on his way to school. He was listening to his iPod , legs stretched out , looking relaxed. But who knows what was going on in his mind ? Her thoughts went back to when she was a teenager herself. The most exciting , yet most heartbreaking moments in her life. When she went to school , made new friends , enjoyed herself . When she met her first love , and experiencing that sweet bliss. Once again , she smiled. Then she thought of how she failed in her studies , failed her parents’ expectations of her , broke up with her boyfriend. The memories came flooding back , each memory stronger and a stab deeper into her heart each time. She opened her eyes , halting the thoughts of her past.

Next was an ordinary working woman like her. She could see dark rings beneath the woman’s eyes.This woman , reminded her so much of herself. After graduating , she had started working. Everyday was just a routine , going to work , coming home , sleeping , repeating that cycle. Life was incredulously mundane for her. She was tired of the working world , the politics going on around her , of life itself. She hardly took a break , simply because she never could find the time. She was waiting for the day when all of this would end , when she could truly experience what her perception of life was. Relaxation , carefree , happy moments. She let out a soft sigh.

The last in the row was an elderly woman. As she focused her eyes on the woman’s face , she could see wrinkles. This face was weathered throughout the years , and she could see tiredness in the woman’s eyes. She had gone through the different stages of life , from a child , to a teenager and then to an adult and presently. She wondered what it would be like when she was going to be like this elderly woman. Would she be free from her troubles? Or would she be so immersed in everything that she would be a bitter old woman ? That was not what she wanted to be. She crossed her fingers , hopefully.

Dingdong! The bell made her snap back into reality , away from her thoughts. It was time for her to alight. As she exited the bus , she thought of the four people once again. Life was unexplainable , and she should make the most out of it. She smiled , opened her umbrella , and walked into the rain.

P.s Hehehehe enjoy (: I was bored.

Just to be the next to be with you ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 24, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Haha Thank God its friday once again! :D

This week has been super tiring man , I also dont know why. Hahaha. Today there was GP for 2 hours in the morning. And I really cannot tahan 2 hours straight of GP. Sigh , Mr Mogey where are you man ): After that was history , which I stoned in as usual and Mark Wong called me two times. And I couldnt answer his questions properly hehehe.

Chinese was sian as usuallll. BUT GUESS WHAT. Yesterday was Chinese Listening Compre and I THINK I GOT FULL MARKS. According to Christopher’s friend lah. If that really happens Im gna be overjoyed because 1. FULL MARKS !!! and 2. ITS CHINESE! (:

Hehe , ok enough. Had CCA aft school. OH OH OH OH. I forgot to blog on Wednesday. Desiree ran 14km FOR WILL RUN TRIAL RUN 09! (: Hehe , eh so proud of myself lah great achievement k! Although I walked like half the time , its not bad for a person like me . Hehe. Thanks to all who ran with me , Justina Tan and Justina Yew , Yijie , Vivian and Reuben! :D Now can slack on the actual day and watch people running because we’re gna be the officials/marshalls . :D

Went to the airport with Niq just now. I miss the airport lah , long time since I’ve been there. Makes me miss the times I went with Buddy to study there! Hahaha. Wanted to go see aeroplanes , but we both forgot it was at night and there was no light and thus we couldnt see any aeroplanes. Saw flashing lights for the last 5 seconds though. Walked around T2 and T3 and guess what. This ‘ahbeng’ according to Niq , had a small brother , who was running and rammed straight into me. His hand swung and hit my ribs lah , its still hurting abit now ): Roughh kids these days man.

Anyway , yay the weekends are here! But sadly there is a huge pile of homework. Must find time to start doing. hehehe. ok bye!:D

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Posted in Uncategorized on July 19, 2009 by makeasimplewish

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Seek and you will find ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 18, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Sword Xchange today! Ohman , Im still in the middle of memorising the verses. ):

I love fridays out of the five weekdays the best , because classes end the earliest. Ytd , there was no chinese , so we went to Hougang Mall to eat. Lunched at LJS , didnt eat there for how long alr lah. (:

Went back to school for CCA. I am proud of myself kay , I had terrible cramps so I couldnt run much. And we were supposed to run consecutively for 1hour. And I ran/walked with Yijie and Vivian. In the end we clocked 6/7km (: Yay. I feel my leg muscles coming back again! Will Run’s next wednesday! So fast lah , I have yet to train.

Anyway , aft CCA , went for dinner with Constance , ZL , Reuben and Nicholas. Joanna had training until super late , so she couldnt join us. Niq needed to go pass stuff to Elysebeth , so me and Constance accompanied him. This is the first time I went to Elysebeth’s house lah. No thanks to Niq for scaring me multiple times along the way. Elybseth’s dogs super cute! Jack and Missy. + She has one super fat aggressive rabbit. Haha.

Reached home arnd 10+. I seriously need more sleep. ):

After all that’s been said and done ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 13, 2009 by makeasimplewish

These few days , lots of things happened. Cant believe its Monday and I’m already feeling so lifeless and dead. School is really sucking out all the energy from me. When’s all this gna end ? ): But of course , the lovely friends around me make things bearable. If not I would feel like dying , seriously.

Anyway , my mind has gone through deep thinking and analysing , and I realise that I’m fearing. Fearing a repeat of history. I’m not exactly sure what , but I really dont want everything to repeat itself. Gone through the trauma and emotions once , never want to experience it again. Terrrrrribleeee feelings are starting to emmerge , and I dont know whats the cause of this. So dont ask me. ):

Wait till I figure everything out , then maybe I won’t feel so depressed and horrible. This is another one of my angst-y life reviews again. Go away soooon. ):