Archive for July, 2009

So many things have changed,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 31, 2009 by makeasimplewish

And I am confused. Give me time to sort things out , and I promise all of you I will be fine , soon. (:

Ice Cream Madness , (:

Posted in Uncategorized on July 30, 2009 by makeasimplewish


I really cannot wait for the weekends to come cos as each week passes , the more old and tired I feel. Today was the only day out of the whole week that I came back at 6+. Monday , Tuesday , and yesterday , I’ve been reaching home at like 8+ , 9+ , because of school. And I really am emotionally , physically and mentally drained.

Ok , so today was fine , even though Thursday’s timetable sucks the most. To add on , we had GP ‘night’ which was actually straight after school. But GP lesson wasn’t that boring today. Actually it was kind of fun , because disturbing Ah Ben and Bijal v entertaining (: Hahaha. Without PingSee , Ms Kwan loves to call me. But yay , I could answer most of her questions , especially during group discussion. Hehe.

Aft school was super funny. Me , Constance and Bijal were walking out of school , when we heard this ringing sound. Realised there was this ice cream vendor somewhere in the vicinity , so we walked arnd trying to find the source of the bell. And Bijal was hilarious , once she spotted the man she started half – running towards the vendor. So we all bought ice cream and were so contented , like small kids. Bijal got high aft eating the ice cream and she went crazy on the bus. Mad lah. But fun :D:D Hehe , thanks Bijal for making my day , I was quite sad the whole day until the end , where you made me laugh (:

I know I have alot of catching up to do. 6 weeks more , but I dont feel any urgency at all. Hm. I still love school , no matter how tired I am at the end of the day. Oh , and writing poems and songs have been my drugs for stress relief these few days. Sorry , they’re mostly private. But if you want , ask me (:

The Four Seats

Posted in Uncategorized on July 27, 2009 by makeasimplewish


The dark grey skies shed large drops of tears , also known as raindrops , which slowly fell to the earth , the pavements , roads and grass. As the drops of water splashed onto the surface of the earth , they were accompanied by a giant symphony , the crashing of thunder , flashing of lightning . What a accompaniment. She left the house with a pink umbrella in her hand,  to shield her from the rain. As her feet connected with the ground , it sent raindrops splashing everywhere. How she loved rainy days. She waited at the sheltered bus stop , waited for the bus that would soon come. As she heard the rumbling of vehicle wheels , she smiled to herself , and folded her umbrella.

As she stepped onto the bus , safe from the surrounding rain and wind , she looked around her. The warmth of the bus enveloped her . As her fingers closed around the familiar railing at the side of the bus , she trained her eyes in front of her. There were four seats , all of them occupied. Her eyes started from the left.

She saw a child. A small boy playing his PSP , without a care in the world. He had no problems in his life , he looked forward to everyday ahead of him. It was just pure fun , laughter , and joy. Sweet innocence was all that filled his mind , he did not have to worry about the world until he was much older. She smiled to herself , looking at the small child , how she wanted a life similar to his. She wanted to be free from worries that engulfed her everyday.

Her eyes moved to the person sitting next to the child , a teenager in his school uniform , on his way to school. He was listening to his iPod , legs stretched out , looking relaxed. But who knows what was going on in his mind ? Her thoughts went back to when she was a teenager herself. The most exciting , yet most heartbreaking moments in her life. When she went to school , made new friends , enjoyed herself . When she met her first love , and experiencing that sweet bliss. Once again , she smiled. Then she thought of how she failed in her studies , failed her parents’ expectations of her , broke up with her boyfriend. The memories came flooding back , each memory stronger and a stab deeper into her heart each time. She opened her eyes , halting the thoughts of her past.

Next was an ordinary working woman like her. She could see dark rings beneath the woman’s eyes.This woman , reminded her so much of herself. After graduating , she had started working. Everyday was just a routine , going to work , coming home , sleeping , repeating that cycle. Life was incredulously mundane for her. She was tired of the working world , the politics going on around her , of life itself. She hardly took a break , simply because she never could find the time. She was waiting for the day when all of this would end , when she could truly experience what her perception of life was. Relaxation , carefree , happy moments. She let out a soft sigh.

The last in the row was an elderly woman. As she focused her eyes on the woman’s face , she could see wrinkles. This face was weathered throughout the years , and she could see tiredness in the woman’s eyes. She had gone through the different stages of life , from a child , to a teenager and then to an adult and presently. She wondered what it would be like when she was going to be like this elderly woman. Would she be free from her troubles? Or would she be so immersed in everything that she would be a bitter old woman ? That was not what she wanted to be. She crossed her fingers , hopefully.

Dingdong! The bell made her snap back into reality , away from her thoughts. It was time for her to alight. As she exited the bus , she thought of the four people once again. Life was unexplainable , and she should make the most out of it. She smiled , opened her umbrella , and walked into the rain.

P.s Hehehehe enjoy (: I was bored.

Just to be the next to be with you ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 24, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Haha Thank God its friday once again! :D

This week has been super tiring man , I also dont know why. Hahaha. Today there was GP for 2 hours in the morning. And I really cannot tahan 2 hours straight of GP. Sigh , Mr Mogey where are you man ): After that was history , which I stoned in as usual and Mark Wong called me two times. And I couldnt answer his questions properly hehehe.

Chinese was sian as usuallll. BUT GUESS WHAT. Yesterday was Chinese Listening Compre and I THINK I GOT FULL MARKS. According to Christopher’s friend lah. If that really happens Im gna be overjoyed because 1. FULL MARKS !!! and 2. ITS CHINESE! (:

Hehe , ok enough. Had CCA aft school. OH OH OH OH. I forgot to blog on Wednesday. Desiree ran 14km FOR WILL RUN TRIAL RUN 09! (: Hehe , eh so proud of myself lah great achievement k! Although I walked like half the time , its not bad for a person like me . Hehe. Thanks to all who ran with me , Justina Tan and Justina Yew , Yijie , Vivian and Reuben! :D Now can slack on the actual day and watch people running because we’re gna be the officials/marshalls . :D

Went to the airport with Niq just now. I miss the airport lah , long time since I’ve been there. Makes me miss the times I went with Buddy to study there! Hahaha. Wanted to go see aeroplanes , but we both forgot it was at night and there was no light and thus we couldnt see any aeroplanes. Saw flashing lights for the last 5 seconds though. Walked around T2 and T3 and guess what. This ‘ahbeng’ according to Niq , had a small brother , who was running and rammed straight into me. His hand swung and hit my ribs lah , its still hurting abit now ): Roughh kids these days man.

Anyway , yay the weekends are here! But sadly there is a huge pile of homework. Must find time to start doing. hehehe. ok bye!:D

Protected: Now the valley cried with anger,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 19, 2009 by makeasimplewish

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Seek and you will find ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 18, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Sword Xchange today! Ohman , Im still in the middle of memorising the verses. ):

I love fridays out of the five weekdays the best , because classes end the earliest. Ytd , there was no chinese , so we went to Hougang Mall to eat. Lunched at LJS , didnt eat there for how long alr lah. (:

Went back to school for CCA. I am proud of myself kay , I had terrible cramps so I couldnt run much. And we were supposed to run consecutively for 1hour. And I ran/walked with Yijie and Vivian. In the end we clocked 6/7km (: Yay. I feel my leg muscles coming back again! Will Run’s next wednesday! So fast lah , I have yet to train.

Anyway , aft CCA , went for dinner with Constance , ZL , Reuben and Nicholas. Joanna had training until super late , so she couldnt join us. Niq needed to go pass stuff to Elysebeth , so me and Constance accompanied him. This is the first time I went to Elysebeth’s house lah. No thanks to Niq for scaring me multiple times along the way. Elybseth’s dogs super cute! Jack and Missy. + She has one super fat aggressive rabbit. Haha.

Reached home arnd 10+. I seriously need more sleep. ):

After all that’s been said and done ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 13, 2009 by makeasimplewish

These few days , lots of things happened. Cant believe its Monday and I’m already feeling so lifeless and dead. School is really sucking out all the energy from me. When’s all this gna end ? ): But of course , the lovely friends around me make things bearable. If not I would feel like dying , seriously.

Anyway , my mind has gone through deep thinking and analysing , and I realise that I’m fearing. Fearing a repeat of history. I’m not exactly sure what , but I really dont want everything to repeat itself. Gone through the trauma and emotions once , never want to experience it again. Terrrrrribleeee feelings are starting to emmerge , and I dont know whats the cause of this. So dont ask me. ):

Wait till I figure everything out , then maybe I won’t feel so depressed and horrible. This is another one of my angst-y life reviews again. Go away soooon. ):

Boom boom powwwwwwwww

Posted in Uncategorized on July 11, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Yesterday , the class went to celebrate Linda’s birthday at Pizza Hut! :D Been quite some time since I ate there alr. And aft we sang Linda a birthday song , the ppl there played the song again. (: Oh , today’s the 11th , so HAPPY BITRHDAY LINDA (:

Anyway , aft we ate , walked back to school to complete geography corrections. It was due by 5pm and I handed up unfinished corrections. But at least I did 1 and 3/4 of the whole corrections kay. Aft finishing , Constance , Niq , ZL , Reuben and I bused to T1 to eat dinner. Ended up eating at F.I.S.H (?) if I didnt rmb wrongly. And the fish tasted like Fish&Co. But as usual , I couldn’t finish my food , it happens all the time when I eat out , but at home , its another thing altogether. (:

Niq suggested walking around after dinner , so we went to ShopnSave and ToysR’us . That was the funniest part , cos we found ZL’s long lost twin. I laughed until I teared ok , everytime I think of what happened I still wna laugh. And whats more , Reuben sent me the picture HAHAHAHA. So its in my phone now. Seriously looks like gila monster. HAHAHAHHAHAA.(:

I sort of had venting-anger-plus-sadness-session last night . Felt moodswingy , so I cried everything out. Crying helps , and yea , some of you know what was my reason for doing so. I really hope all this ends , SOON . I feel so stupid for being sad and frustrated over the small matter , but its affecting me in a way that I dont know how to explain also. Sigh.I shld not think about it. But its not so easy. Then again , wait until I find out whats the cause of me feeling so horrible. Then maybe things wont seem so bad anymore.

H1N1 shld just , go away. ):

Wna be by your side ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 8, 2009 by makeasimplewish


I found this pic on friendster. Hehe ^^

I lost my stamina! I couldnt run more than 1km ++ today during PE. Cos we were supposed to run 4km to qualify for Will Run , which is like . Less than a month away. ): Must start training if not I sure cannot complete even 5km , let alone 10km.

Did I mention I really hate the new seating plan ? Sensitive issue , almost made me cry today. And dont you dare call me crybaby , because I have my reasons. H1N1 should just get lost. ):I hate all tutorials now.

PW lessons with Christopher , Constance and Pingsee are always damn funny. Last week , laughed so much until I cried . Today’s PW lessons and Chris’s funny comments made me laugh until I teared again. Fun :D


Sitting on the old gum tree ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 7, 2009 by makeasimplewish


Alevel Chinese Orals today. Screwed up big time ):

The hall was freezing. Reading part was still okay , maybe I’ll pass that section. It was conversation part that I am sure I will fail this oral. The topic was on ‘ How attractive is Singapore ‘ ( I think ) . The moment the examiner asked me that , I was stunned for a moment. And my answers were , horrendous. I spoke like , I have never spoken Chinese in my entire life before. And I could tell the people in front of me knew that I didnt know what to say , because they openly laughed at me. Afew times. On a lighter note , I NEVER HAVE TO SPEAK CHINESE FOR AN EXAM EVER AGAIN. :D How wonderful.

Anyway , these past few days seem so sian. I dont know why everytime I walk into a class / LT , my brain automatically switches off. Today was extra horrible because I got called in GP and Econs , and I couldnt answer any questions. Sigh. Need to find motivation soon ):

I have a mountainpile of homework which Im super lazy to start on. Sidetracking , my brother is such a camwhore! We were playing with my phone just now. Super super fun! Cute la he <3

Hills with neverending plains ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 3, 2009 by makeasimplewish


I just did this quiz. Quite true actually :D

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. Try ! :D

Remember to forget ,

Posted in Uncategorized on July 2, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Ok , got back my results. I didnt get 0 rank points , I got 10 . And Im not last in class! But still , my results are horrible la. Cant believe I sub-passed history. =0 Chiongster Number One is gna be my new name from now on. But then again , saying is one thing , doing is another. Hope I stick to what I say and not slack in between. Even though I think I will.

I am exceptionally tired these few days. Every day I come home from school I sleep all the way until evening. Then stone in front of the computer and TV and attempt to do work , but cannot. Theres so much homework la wth. I feel like such a pigzxzxz eh. But but , there’s no school tomorrow! :D And Monday also. Which means I have 4 days of holiday hehehe.

Just now , I was feeling inspirational , so I wrote another compo. And I read all the compos that I’ve written so far , and they all have one thing in common : SUPER EMO . This is what happens when you try to write when you dont feel sound. But still , I like all my compos. And my poems and C.O.Ws (:

I love the people arnd me <3