Archive for January, 2009

New chapter,

Posted in Uncategorized on January 13, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Yst was Olevel Results. And I was really really tensed up and anxious. At first it wasnt so bad , because I was praying and talking to God. But as my turn came nearer and nearer , something just stirred up inside me and I was super nervous and jittery. But okay la , I didnt cry surprisingly (:

And I know I didnt do well , but thank God nevertheless , because at least I didnt do much worse. I didnt give my best , so I deserve what I got. And even though its really uncertain whether or not I’ll get into the school I want , Im just gna stop worrying and trust God. Because God has a plan for meeee! And Im sure He’ll provide me a place where I can shine for Him.

I need to think of 8 other choices to put down. TPJC’s gna be my first choice , CJ next. And the rest , I’ll continue thinking bout it. I was really sad yst , and being me , I binged on food. And I think thats why I sort of fell sick . Im having really bad cramps and stomach aches now. ): And my lesson is never to vent your frustrations on food. No matter how terrible or upset you feel.

I really thank God that I have so many ppl around me , encouraging me even though I was upset and worried. My wonderful mama , aunty nelly , and brother , who comforted me the moment I walked through the door. My super lovely mummy , who msged me throughout the results , and my dad , even though he was in malaysia , he msged me this really encouraging message. And its really nice when eveyrone around you is showing their love and concern for you. And all my wonderful friends , my classmates who were there for me , eveyrone who msged me aft they got their results , those who talked to me on msn and the phone , my lovely cellgroup and cell leaders. I really thank God for each and every one of you , and I love youuuu (:

And Rubez Bestfriend has the same results as me! Its comforting to know that someone is alongside me , to make decisions with me , and just being there. Its a real big comfort, Thanks bestfrienddd (:

All those who did well , all glory to God yea? Congratssss

And to those that did not do that well , cheer up (: God is ahead of us paving the way!

Now I need God’s strength to see me through , and help me make the correct choices. Thank you God (:

Felt so close but you were far away,

Posted in Uncategorized on January 11, 2009 by makeasimplewish


I really feel nervous. As in Im not scared , its more of just anticipation and unknowing-ness(?)

Like I dont know what results I’ll get. I did put in effort , but I dont think I gave my best. But oh well , I guess theres no point worrying about it so much .

Oh Lord , no matter what results I get tomorrow , I know its what I deserve. Even though it may not be what I expected , help me not to feel scared or disappointed or anything. I know that You already have my future planned out for me. And wherever I go , its Your will for me. Even though I may not be able to go into JC , I’ll still praise You and thank You. Because You brought me this far , and You’ll carry me through all my problems and worries and frustrations. Help me to trust in You , I know You’re already paving the way ahead for me tomorrow. (:

Your will , I’ll accept it (:

All the best to all those taking Olevel Results tomorrow too. I’ll be keeping everyone in my prayers! =D


Posted in Uncategorized on January 9, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Hello ! Today was sentosa outing with most of the cell! =D

And it was really really fun yayyyy! (: Met Anna in the morning , and train-ed to harbourfront. Waited for the rest , bought stuff , and went to Sentosaaaaa. Me and Rubez swam all the way to the other end of the beach thingy. And swam back again aft that. Aft that I was dying of exhaustion alr la! Really v tiring and my legs were aching like siao. So we spent most of the time taking random pictures , stoning , talking. And all our food rotted and became yucky , so we had to throw them away. ):

And we went to vivocity to walkwalk aft that! Sat at Coffee Bean , talked bout lots of stuff. Susanna is FUNNNNNY okay. Inside joke . I’ll never look at guys the same way again =P Maybe. HAHA.

I superly enjoyed todayyyy! We must have more of this. And those that didnt come , DONT WORRY! WE’LL HAVE ANOTHER OUTING SOON. (:


Posted in Uncategorized on January 5, 2009 by makeasimplewish


Went rollerblading in the evening today with Shuhan , Darryl , Wesley , Wanxin , Jasmine and Eunice! (: Havent skated in a long time alrrrr , but yay cos I only half-fell once XD

Darryl drove us to ECP , where we had dinner and I skipped it , cos I ate so much before that. =X

And I was so slow , I kept lagging behind everyone else. Sorrry XD But I think all in all , it was funnnn! And we totally should have this kind of outings again. Andrew pangseh-ed us today , but he said plan another one soon. So yayyyy! =D

I really really love blading!Alot alotzxz <3 And Wesley’s rainmagnet rollerblades caused rain again. But only for like 2 minutes , because after we prayed the rain stopped. HAHA Wesley , your rainmagnets have failedddd. =D

OH YEA. My decision is to go to JC if I can make it. (: Must see results first , but Im gna trust God and not be scared. Because God has a plan! =D JC sounds so appealing to me now , I dno for what reason. But I hope I didnt make a wrong choice that I’ll regret later on. Anyway , I’ll just cont to trust in God. Yeaaaaa (:

You , you or you?

Posted in Uncategorized on January 4, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Just came back from Cell Retreat ! =D

It was really a refreshing time for me , except some stuff , but nehmind.

First day , we had some amazing race/treasure hunt thingy , where we had to run arnd town area. Quite fun! And we stopped at bugis to take photoshoot pictures , which turned out surprisingly nice! We were supposed to develope them and write to the rest of the cell members. I just finished writing. Yayyyy =D

Second day was reflection and personality/spiritual test. I really wna help others , so I wna take psychology in Poly/University! =D yesyesyes , i wna be a blessing to others! We also had a thrashing session in the night , where everything was just spoken , and I really hope that it was useful. I hope the cell can be more bonded and there’ll be openness between everybody. And im gna try my best to be open with everybody and not be so sticky. Yay (: Played taboo , card games , cranium , truth or dare. It was funnnnn and made me think as well.

Right now , i dunno. Am i despo , because I certainly feel like it. Do I like you ? Or do I like you ? That question was just swirling in my head the whole of last night. Maybe Im thinking too much . ): God , please help me. I really need your guidance in this area. Help me to trust You. And help me not get so involved in relationship stuffs.



Posted in Uncategorized on January 1, 2009 by makeasimplewish


Smash really really rocked yst , Im still feeling abit high (:

I just want to thank God for bringing me through year 2008. Time flew by really fast and life was really  a roller coaster ride. Even though there were many many problems , God saw me through everything , and plusplus there were many joys and good things that happened too! (:

And most importantly , God taught me that I must treasure the people around me and stop taking people for granted. So thats what Im gna do. Im gna spread the love of God to everybody I meet! =D And for the people I alr know , I’ll try to know them more in-depth-ly and not just be hi-bye friends. (:

I have this super strong feeling that 2009 is gna be a good year , and God will carry me through. Yayyyy (:

Thank you God <333