Archive for January, 2009

New chapter,

Posted in Uncategorized on January 13, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Yst was Olevel Results. And I was really really tensed up and anxious. At first it wasnt so bad , because I was praying and talking to God. But as my turn came nearer and nearer , something just stirred up inside me and I was super nervous and jittery. But okay la , I didnt cry surprisingly (:

And I know I didnt do well , but thank God nevertheless , because at least I didnt do much worse. I didnt give my best , so I deserve what I got. And even though its really uncertain whether or not I’ll get into the school I want , Im just gna stop worrying and trust God. Because God has a plan for meeee! And Im sure He’ll provide me a place where I can shine for Him.

I need to think of 8 other choices to put down. TPJC’s gna be my first choice , CJ next. And the rest , I’ll continue thinking bout it. I was really sad yst , and being me , I binged on food. And I think thats why I sort of fell sick . Im having really bad cramps and stomach aches now. ): And my lesson is never to vent your frustrations on food. No matter how terrible or upset you feel.

I really thank God that I have so many ppl around me , encouraging me even though I was upset and worried. My wonderful mama , aunty nelly , and brother , who comforted me the moment I walked through the door. My super lovely mummy , who msged me throughout the results , and my dad , even though he was in malaysia , he msged me this really encouraging message. And its really nice when eveyrone around you is showing their love and concern for you. And all my wonderful friends , my classmates who were there for me , eveyrone who msged me aft they got their results , those who talked to me on msn and the phone , my lovely cellgroup and cell leaders. I really thank God for each and every one of you , and I love youuuu (:

And Rubez Bestfriend has the same results as me! Its comforting to know that someone is alongside me , to make decisions with me , and just being there. Its a real big comfort, Thanks bestfrienddd (:

All those who did well , all glory to God yea? Congratssss

And to those that did not do that well , cheer up (: God is ahead of us paving the way!

Now I need God’s strength to see me through , and help me make the correct choices. Thank you God (:

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Felt so close but you were far away,

Posted in Uncategorized on January 11, 2009 by makeasimplewish

TOMORROW IS RESULTS DAY.

I really feel nervous. As in Im not scared , its more of just anticipation and unknowing-ness(?)

Like I dont know what results I’ll get. I did put in effort , but I dont think I gave my best. But oh well , I guess theres no point worrying about it so much .

Oh Lord , no matter what results I get tomorrow , I know its what I deserve. Even though it may not be what I expected , help me not to feel scared or disappointed or anything. I know that You already have my future planned out for me. And wherever I go , its Your will for me. Even though I may not be able to go into JC , I’ll still praise You and thank You. Because You brought me this far , and You’ll carry me through all my problems and worries and frustrations. Help me to trust in You , I know You’re already paving the way ahead for me tomorrow. (:

Your will , I’ll accept it (:

All the best to all those taking Olevel Results tomorrow too. I’ll be keeping everyone in my prayers! =D

SENTOSA XD

Posted in Uncategorized on January 9, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Hello ! Today was sentosa outing with most of the cell! =D

And it was really really fun yayyyy! (: Met Anna in the morning , and train-ed to harbourfront. Waited for the rest , bought stuff , and went to Sentosaaaaa. Me and Rubez swam all the way to the other end of the beach thingy. And swam back again aft that. Aft that I was dying of exhaustion alr la! Really v tiring and my legs were aching like siao. So we spent most of the time taking random pictures , stoning , talking. And all our food rotted and became yucky , so we had to throw them away. ):

And we went to vivocity to walkwalk aft that! Sat at Coffee Bean , talked bout lots of stuff. Susanna is FUNNNNNY okay. Inside joke . I’ll never look at guys the same way again =P Maybe. HAHA.

I superly enjoyed todayyyy! We must have more of this. And those that didnt come , DONT WORRY! WE’LL HAVE ANOTHER OUTING SOON. (:

Rollerbladinggggg!XD

Posted in Uncategorized on January 5, 2009 by makeasimplewish

HELLO!

Went rollerblading in the evening today with Shuhan , Darryl , Wesley , Wanxin , Jasmine and Eunice! (: Havent skated in a long time alrrrr , but yay cos I only half-fell once XD

Darryl drove us to ECP , where we had dinner and I skipped it , cos I ate so much before that. =X

And I was so slow , I kept lagging behind everyone else. Sorrry XD But I think all in all , it was funnnn! And we totally should have this kind of outings again. Andrew pangseh-ed us today , but he said plan another one soon. So yayyyy! =D

I really really love blading!Alot alotzxz <3 And Wesley’s rainmagnet rollerblades caused rain again. But only for like 2 minutes , because after we prayed the rain stopped. HAHA Wesley , your rainmagnets have failedddd. =D

OH YEA. My decision is to go to JC if I can make it. (: Must see results first , but Im gna trust God and not be scared. Because God has a plan! =D JC sounds so appealing to me now , I dno for what reason. But I hope I didnt make a wrong choice that I’ll regret later on. Anyway , I’ll just cont to trust in God. Yeaaaaa (:

You , you or you?

Posted in Uncategorized on January 4, 2009 by makeasimplewish

Just came back from Cell Retreat ! =D

It was really a refreshing time for me , except some stuff , but nehmind.

First day , we had some amazing race/treasure hunt thingy , where we had to run arnd town area. Quite fun! And we stopped at bugis to take photoshoot pictures , which turned out surprisingly nice! We were supposed to develope them and write to the rest of the cell members. I just finished writing. Yayyyy =D

Second day was reflection and personality/spiritual test. I really wna help others , so I wna take psychology in Poly/University! =D yesyesyes , i wna be a blessing to others! We also had a thrashing session in the night , where everything was just spoken , and I really hope that it was useful. I hope the cell can be more bonded and there’ll be openness between everybody. And im gna try my best to be open with everybody and not be so sticky. Yay (: Played taboo , card games , cranium , truth or dare. It was funnnnn and made me think as well.

Right now , i dunno. Am i despo , because I certainly feel like it. Do I like you ? Or do I like you ? That question was just swirling in my head the whole of last night. Maybe Im thinking too much . ): God , please help me. I really need your guidance in this area. Help me to trust You. And help me not get so involved in relationship stuffs.

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2009(:

Posted in Uncategorized on January 1, 2009 by makeasimplewish

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! (:

Smash really really rocked yst , Im still feeling abit high (:

I just want to thank God for bringing me through year 2008. Time flew by really fast and life was really  a roller coaster ride. Even though there were many many problems , God saw me through everything , and plusplus there were many joys and good things that happened too! (:

And most importantly , God taught me that I must treasure the people around me and stop taking people for granted. So thats what Im gna do. Im gna spread the love of God to everybody I meet! =D And for the people I alr know , I’ll try to know them more in-depth-ly and not just be hi-bye friends. (:

I have this super strong feeling that 2009 is gna be a good year , and God will carry me through. Yayyyy (:

Thank you God <333