Its all coming back ,

HELLOHELLO!:D I wasnt in the mood to blog for so many days ahaha.

Runners Club had CIP on Saturday! Where we walked from Singapore Association for The Deaf to Esplanade! It was super fun la , I took cab to sch in the morning again cos I thought I would be late. I realised I cabbed to sch alot of times this month , no wonder all my allowance is GONE. ): Anyway , we got free shirts from the association , Im so happy k , one more shirt to wear at home hehe :D Then we watched some performances and we started walking. Me and Yijie made friends with this cute 5year old boy . His name’s Brian! And he remembered our names. So cute okayyyy! I still rmb what he look like. Haha. So after the walk , some of us went to Macs to eat. And me and Yijie had this stupid idea to send in some message , and it would come up on the Macdonalds TV thingy. And it did! When it popped out we were all like EHHH LOOOOOOK ahahaha. Attracting attention only =P But vvvv fun , aft that went to walk arnd awhile , then left to meet ANNA. (: Ate at LJS , then went to church ahaha.

I didnt go for 5km race on Sunday ): But I heard the top 3 people all from Runners Club yay =D Ahaha , spent the whole day trying to finish up my homework and feeling terrible at the same time. And I was so stressed out over PW!

But yay , Mrs Tay approved my PW topic today so I can start on PI. Such a relief k (: And you know whatttt , I am broke ): I had to borrow money from Constance today. ): And I still owe alot of ppl money. Feel like asking Daddy to give me allowance later but hes not at home. Ahhhhh my aim is to not take cab this month so I can save more. Me Constance Vincci Linette and Rebekah came up with a Savings Slimming Scheme ( SSS ) ahaha. (:

Okay tmr history test eeee ): I have no mood to read la. Everything’s coming back. And I dont want it to come back. But I know it is. Roarrr.

Its beating for you ,

I AM SO TIRED. I just woke up from a one hour plus long nap , but I feel worse than ever la. JC is so tiring and stressful , actually I also dno why I feel stressed. Just feel like theres lots of stuff to do but I dont know what. I have this feeling Im gna retain la , at the rate Im going. ):

On a happier note , I ran 5km for CCA yesterday! Its such an accomplishment la ! Hahaha. Cos I never ran 5km straight before in my life. It was tiring at first , but running with Yijie and the rest made it better (: Thank youYijieeee I love you<3

Tomorrow is finally Friday , I can come home early and sleep (: But theres CIP on Saturday and the Walk and Run thingy on Sunday , so there goes my weekend of sleeping late. ):

Ahaha I still love school. Because of . . . . . (:

Lost in the moment,

Hello! Just came home from PA outing , wasnt that bad uh quite alot of PA ppl went. Philemon didnt go! ):

So aft cell group , me and Eunice met the rest at the HQ , then Joel drove us to Simpang. Ate fish and chips again , so expensive luhhhhh but once in a while so nehhhmind (: The guys were being so lame okay. Its a guy thing laaa , as Clara said. Ahahaha.

So after we ate we walked to the playground nearby , and started playing. Okay , actually only afew of us played on the swings and seesaw , the rest just stood around and talked. Ahaha. I am going to crash Isaac’s wedding next time and sabo him. =P And Matthew is so funny luh , ‘ Mummy I love you honey ‘ AHHAHA. So aft a while of stoning and playing and attempting to tell stories , the guys wanted to go play L4D. So me , Eunice and Arvin went home. MRT-ed home with Eunice , ahahaha.

Daddy is back from Leaders Retreat! And he bought me bubblegum YAYYYYY :D Im so happy that hes back la , havent seen him in like how many days. =D Tmrs Sunday , then its gna be Monday , sch reopen. This week is super hectic la ))): Not looking forward to it at all. And I havent finished my homework ohnoooooo. Okay, I go stone and then sleep. (: Byeeeeeee

Ahaha ,’ M+E = ME (: ‘, funny uh Eunice. (:

Learn to fly,

Hahaha I havent updated for the week. Lazy =P

I went to Pasir Ris to pass Dewaine her phone! Sorry Dewaine I was late ): Anyway , trained back aft that , and guess who I saw at Bedok Inter (:  Aft that I was much happier than I ever felt for the past 2 days. (((((:

I am so lazy to start on holiday homework. And school is starting. Not like I really had a holiday anyway. This week was like emotinoal roller coaster ride for me. Have I really been looking sad? Quite afew people told me that alr. But I dunno , Im like subconciously sad or smth? Ahaha. Besides crying and tearing every night. That part sucks but its getting better alr. I should stop being so emo. But it isnt my choice , the feelings just come and go. Wah I feel so PMS-y. hmmm.

Ytd was class outing! Im sorry Constance , I didnt go to Sentosa with you guys. I promise to go next time alright? I seriously thought you were angry with me ahaha. Me , Rebekah , Priscilla and Zhao Loong met the rest of the class at Vivo and sat at the rooftop of Vivo eating and laughing and talking. I enjoyed myself , even though I wasnt feeling that fantastic the whole day. I love 1A04 (:

Ahaha I really have nothing to blog about anymore. Shall stop hereeeeee. I still cant believe what happened today (:

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What to think ehhh,

HELLO! Start of March Holidays but not really a holiday for me lor.

Today there was history quiz + timed practice. And I screwed up for the quiz , so sad okay ): I hope I dont fail , and I cant finish the history essay. Ahahaha. In the past you give me 40 minutes I can finish 2 essays easily. But now different uh.

Aft sch , me and Constance met Yansheng all the way at Bishan MRT , ate LJS at Junction 8 , Im so suaku la , I’ve never been to Junction8! But first time for everything hehe (: Aft eating we went to walk arnd and eat Mcdonalds Ice cream! And MRT-ed home with Constance aft that.

Went Botak Jones to eat dinner with Mummy Darius Darren and Aunty. Siao la the portion so big cannot finish. I feel like a waster. Went to the library , then walk arnd inter , then went to Macs cos of my fantastic idea to buy Mcdonalds ice cream again. So in total I ate two ice creams today.^^ Bumped into Anna , Eunice and Wanxin .

In the end , I went with the 3 of them to buy stuff then go church cos I didnt feel like going home so early. Ahahaha they are mad ppl la . Esp Wanxin , laugh and laugh! V funnn , too bad Mummy didnt allow me stay over. So they walked me to outside the gate of church and now Im home! Tmr Econs Lecture.. ):

And I havent started on any homework , Im seriously a slacker.

Desireeeeee ahhhh , dont think so much cannnnn. Ahhhhh its nothingggg , but whyyy youuuu thinkinggg sooo muchhhh. Stop daydreaming and start snapping backkk to realityyy alr….

Love is a riddle , yes thats true

Yo! I just came back from Orchard with Dewaine! :D

Today I slept until 12oclock , so shiok okay. I miss the holidays where I’ll sleep until afternoon ++ everyday. And now I have to wake up at 6am daily , excluding the weekends. Ohwell , school’s still fun though!

Went for service , and left after announcements to meet Dewaine Lee at Orchard! I walked arnd trying to find Wisma , dont laugh at me , Orchard isnt my second home, (: I managed to find Wisma , and Dewaine waited for me somewhere outside near Zara. Walked randomly into shops and looked at clothes , I feel so broke that I cant afford anything okay. Just wait till I have an income , I’ll be VIP in every branded shop (:

Ate at some Ramen place , the green tea was so tasteless I asked for sugar syrup , and in the end I added too much sugar and the whole thing was disgustingly sweet. Dewaine’s so cute la , she gave me abit of her chicken , thanks Dewaine! (: Then we went to walk arnd at FarEast abit more , and walked back to Wisma , and then trained home. Today was lovely , thank you Dewaineeee I love you alottttt! Meet up soon again okayyy. <33

‘It isnt a secret anymore’ Yea I think more and more ppl are beginning to know , but still ,that cant stop me frm liking you. I really think that I love you. But you dont feel the same do you ? I’ve tried focusing on other things to forget you , but none of that seems to work. My mind is fixed on you all the time. And I just dont know how to stop thinking of you. Continue liking you , or not? Your name appears everywhere and Im really confused.

I dont wna lose this feeling,

We had free period for PW today! Cos Mrs Tay had to go somewhere else. And aft that geography , Mdm Nur also didnt come , so Miss Teo came to relief us instead. Then chinese , history and Gp , today seemed to pass so fast.

Had CCA aft lessons , today we did 2 rounds of warmup ,some new way of running called Fartlek ( yes I wikipedia-ed it (: ) in which we slow jogged 100m , then sprinted 100m , then repeated the thing again. So we did 6 rounds of that , which equalled to 2.4km of running (: And aft CCA , Me , Yijie and afew others did sprinting again. I was seriously so tired and it didnt help that my leg muscles were aching like mad.

Spotted Constance , Kuangjie , Wesley and Zhao Loong in the assembly area playing badminton , so went off to join them. I havent played badminton in such a long time la. I rmb last time when me and my brother went to the carpark to play badminton all the time hehe. Yea,  so played with them for awhile , then Kuangjie suggested sprinting challenge , and I was the last as usual. He and Zhao Loong ran so fast la. And Zhao Loong has funny way of running HAHAHA. Oh yea! I made a new friend today , his name is Marcus. Ahaha surprisingly I still rmb his name. Hes Zhao Loong’s soccer friend I think. So aft that slacked awhile while waiting for ZL and Priscilla , then bus-ed home with Constance. My eyes are gna close soon seriously.

And we have a huge pile of homework including projects , assignemnts and other stuff. Half of my holiday next week is already taken up by school , lessons + CCA. I need energyyyy ):

Just another step ,

Hello! :D Today I am happy ahahaha

2hours of PW in the morning , followed by PE lecture , then History lecture , and Geog lecture , where we had geography test! wahhhh I pass happy alr . So many questions which I was supposed to be able to do , but my mind blanked out then I couldnt explain anything no matter how hard I tried. Didnt help that we were given only 15 minutes to do the stupid test ): Chinese was boring and aft that was CCA!

Today we ran 2 rounds of warmup , followed by 2.4km . HAHAHA this is the first time I actually completed 2.4km excluding PE lessons , and I was the slowest la. ): So sad , but at least I completed yayy :D Sp its quite an achievement ahaha (: . Aft CCA , some of us ran 4×100m sprints arnd the track! Which was very fun , I havent sprinted in a long time la. So Im like super slow while people like Fathur and Joakim were pros and ran so fast. But anyway it was fun la ahaha :D

Went home with Constance and Eugene aft that. I feel so thin and healthy nowwww! :D Must build up stamina eh ahaha. Okay , tmr got Econs test must study ):

When loneliness swallows you whole ,

They’re right.

Why exactly am I trying to forget everything about you , everything that has happened and bringing worry to myself? Sometimes I really dont know what’s going on inside of me.

I realise there’s nothing wrong in loving you. But why do I feel so terrible everytime I do ? Its like forgetting you is the best option out. But until now , I dont see the big picture. Guess I need time. But how long has it been ?

Hmmm. I cant concentrate on studying. Everything’s about you you you you you. ):

If only I could find the answer,

Haha today’s mondayyyy again!

And I think today is really embarassing day for me. It feels like so many embarassing things happened to me , but I only rmb one!

Okay , so we had PE lecture today , on leg injuries and blah. You know how when someone sprains their ankle on TV or when someone talks about being injured , I can literally feel the pain. Weird right! But its true , so throughout the wholetime the PE teacher was talking about sprained ankles and how to treat them and showing some really unpleasant photos , my insides were seriously churning and I felt so sick and disgusting inside. And it took awhile for me to recover frm that temporary feeling too. Wahhh =X

So after PE lecture , was GP , which was boring as usual. Priscilla sat next to me and I drew an alien for her hehe (: Econs , then history lecture , and that’s when the embarassing thing happened. So , Bijal , me , Kuangjie and Zhao Loong went to the toilet after lecture , and we were walking back to the LTs. So , being the blur-y me , I walked into LT3 , thinking that it was where the rest of the class was. Instead guess what , I walked into the WRONG LT. And I was so oblivious , I didnt even know until Bijal shouted ‘ eh wrong LT laaa!’ and we all ran out. Wah I promise that was the most embarassing moment in SRJC EVER. I could so visualize the students and teacher laughing at me , and it didnt help that Kuangjie and Bijal kept laughing at me after that. Roarrrrr! I will never ever ever walk into the LT first again.

Ahaha , okay school aside , I got a new laptop! :D Actually secondhand one la , from my father. But its so cool okay , I love it alot. I can sit on the bed and hug my pillows and blog and do homework at the same time. Yayyyy :D:D:D

Not againnnnnn ,

Today was Alevel results , so we got released early at 12.30 pm. Stayed back until asrnd 2pm to do the Runner’s Club Noticeboard. Its quite nice , :D Aft that I went home to sleeeeeeep!

Its been such along time since I managed to go home this early la. Ever since school started , so I felt weird reaching home early and being able to sleep the afternoon away. yay (:

Aft I woke up I went to church to meet Wanxin Yongliang and Wesley for dinner! Went 85 again. Hehe , then worship practice aft that. (:

Im confused. Very luan , I dont know what to think anymore. I dont dare and I dont want things to get worse. Why must I think so muchhhhhhh. Stop thinking stop thinking stop thinkingggggg. ):

Am I only dreaming ,

Today so funnn! But tiring. Haha , lessons were especially boring today and I dno why I just felt so tired and drowsy and lifeless. + the fact Im having muscle aches everywhere. ):

GP was a killer la , 2 hours and it was so dry and siannzxzxz. Actually I think today’s timetable is the slackest. Cos theres only Econs lecture and tutorial , GP and Math lecture , but they’re all very long , so its not any much better. I understand maths heeheeheee:D

Right , so after school , 1A04 went for class lunch at Heartland Mall. We ate at Pizza Hut , and there were like more than 10 of us. I love my classmates theyre so fun! And I was laughing throughout the entire time and aft that also la. PingSee poured so much pepper into the soup it was so spicy and not nice anymore. Then we added all the toppings into the drink. ;D

And bus-ed home with Constanceand Nicholas aft that. Its been so long since I last took 81 la ahaha. And you know , I have pimples on my face now , ): .

Okay gna find out what homework there is. Hehe , tmr got Run@SR and I have to go run early in the morningggggg followed by SHOp aft that. Haha okay byez;D

This is the last time ,

Angels or Devils is seriously such a nice song , I keep listening to it HAHA :D:D:D

I feel accomplished today yay yay yay! :D Okay so we had PE today , and Miss Rivera(?) planned this Circuit Training / ‘Warmup’ for us. I dont think it was a warmup at all for me. More like she-wants-to-kill-us-training. So we had to run 6 rounds arnd the hall , then do 32 situps , run another 5 rounds , do pushups , 4 rounds , then do something else and something else and so on. So in total , I ran 20 rounds around the hall , did 20+ situps cos my stomach was hurting like mad frm Monday’s PE alr , 15 Crocodile Jumps which I totally couldnt hop over the white part of the step , 20 of another type of jumps , 20 pushups . Ya I think thats all. I was seriously dead-tired aft that.

Aft that we had lessons lessons and more lessons , and CCA aft school. I am officially in Runners Club now yay! :D We were supposed to run 2.4km today , but since it was raining , we did circuit training arnd the school. Ran up and down the stairs , now I know why Constance hates the stairs. Hahaha , and did more pushups , crunches and starjumps and other things , and ran another 5 rounds arnd the second level. I was perspiring so much I looked like I just bathed la seriously.

But aft that we were dismissed , waited for Constance and then went homeeeee. Today’s weather so nice and cooling la I like. So I shall go sleep early , after I figure out what homework is there heehee. Okay today I feel so thin and accomplished and fit. yay yay :D

And tmr aft school we’re going for class lunch! Thats what Constance and Priscilla said. Haha okay , my stomach hurts like mad. :D:D:D

Sch really really isnt that bad aft all yay :D

The skies are grey ,

Today’s Monday! And Im seriously feeling super tired.

Today’s first period was PE , and I was so happy because I thought it was gna be PE lecture so we didnt have to run and stuff. But in the end , we ran 2.4 km in total , and in between each round we ran we did pushups , situps , jumping , and some hand and leg exercise.Aft PE I was seriously dead-tired. ): And it stayed that way for the rest of the day.

Shant elaborate on lessons , I forgot all that happened anyway. Just that I dont like GP . And the dislike is growing more and more with each lesson. Aft sch today , we went to play at the playground outside. Which was fun , I love swings and seesaw :D And I cant do chin-ups! Thank goodness we dont have to do chin-ups yayyy :D

Studied with Constance awhile , then went home. Its raining nowww , but when I stuck my hand out of the window just now , I could barely feel the raindrops. o.0 Hahaha.

I have a bad feeling abou this.

I dont want things to be awkward.

I dont want a strain in our friendship.

I dont want to go through everything again.

I dont want history to repeat itself. ):