It’s what I want to say to you,

Hello !:D

This week has been awesome lah, 5 fun days just flew past like that. Highlight must have been ORIENTATION 2010.

Even though it lasted only 2 days for me, it was still powerpacked-awesome-fun. Tuesday was a little disorientated, because it was the first day, but everything still went smoothly. And wednesday was the best of the best lah. I wish Orientation would go on for a few more days, didn’t get enough of it. Anyway I want to say a big thank you to

SHANNON TEO, WANTENG AND BUVANA. Thank you for being my awesome game partners, YOU ALL ROCK :D

Especially you Ahgong, I won’t forget you one. Even though you poked me, stepped on my shoes, shouted at me, insulted me, you made my two days worth of Orientation so much more worthwhile and meaningful. BE HONOURED :D

Haha okay lah, too tired to post anymore. Haha bye!:D

Hook fingers with me?

I slept today away! Okay, but I am proud of myself lor, I did SOME work. (:

Anyway, I just realised that Orientation starts on Tuesday for Game Facils, and I am looking forward to it! Andandand, I told myself I won’t be sad anymore. Because of the white shirt thing. Because what’s most important, is ultimately the experience and fun orientation’s gna bring :D

And I’m so fortunate to have an awesome games partner, SHANNON TEO AHGONGZXZ! You better be honoured when you see this please. Haha, without you, orientation’s gna be so boring lah. :D

Ok, I think I am going to sleep soon. Sux to have to wake up at 6 tomorrow again. Haha bye people!:D

Stay, dont go, I really need you so,

Hi! Haha haven’t been updating for a long time. So many things have happened I don’t know where to start man. Anyway, school has started for the J1s, and orientation was this thursday.

Super not used to seeing the school so crowded and its so hard to find an empty spot. What’s more, the past 2 weeks we had the school all to ourselves. Okay nvm hahaha. Seeing new people makes me think of last year. And I was just telling Joanna this morning that I miss last year.

Super alot.

Even though many things happened, it was generally an awesome year lah. And I bet Joanna agrees with me too!:D Because we learn from what has happened, and we become even stronger in time to come.

Today was CCA recruitment and we walked around finding hot guys to pull into our CCA. But sadly, we didn’t find any. ): But 40+ people signed up I heard, so, awesome anyway (:

I need to say some things, but I don’t know how to start. Maybe for now, I’ll just say. I wish things weren’t like this. But I’m unsure. I’m very very unsure. Sorry ):

When I grow up,

I promise you guys.

That when I grow up, I will never be like the both of you.

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Can’t make you,

I woke up early for Econs test today! And I have to emphasize, its a Saturday ): Gna sleep after typing this, I am so tired cannot think properly hehe.

After econs, went to eat prata with Nurul, Rebekah and Bijal. Bused home and I took the long route back home again. I think I really love where I stay now because today, I spent time walking at the canal behind my house. I love it there, because not only is it empty except for the occasional people walking past, it’s beautiful and there’s a sense of peace and calmness there that I just cannot describe. Spent a full half an hour there just now, fish-watching and crane-watching, and just enjoying the quietness.

And I feel so much happier already. Just by looking at the scenery, and I have to repeat, I really love where I stay now. The canal shall be my new hide-out spot. It’s so effective lah I can’t feel more blessed staying here now.

Gna catch some sleep before going out to meet Mama. Xoxo people! <3

Today,

Was tiring, but awesomeeee. I am lazy to elaborate, because I can feel my eyelids closing soon. And I have to wake up early again tomorrow(which is a SATURDAY.) for Econs test. ):

K, shall appreciate some things while they last. Relying on God, is always the best. (:

Hate to say it,

But I guess things will never be the same again.

I walked home yesterday via the canal/longkang route next to my house, and it’s such a peaceful place really. Feels like you are in another country. And that’s where I wish I was now. Cos things don’t seem to be working out at all here. I don’t know why, but it’s how I feel. And I’m not going to fly into another angst-y post, so I should stop here.

Xoxo, (:

If only,

If hearts were unbreakable,

I would tell you exactly how I feel

You might think I’m a fool for acting this way

But believe it or not, these feelings are definitely real

.

If rejections never hurt,

I think the world would be a much better place

People wouldn’t be afraid to hide their feelings out of fear

They would learn to treasure the ones they hold dear

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If words didn’t sting,

I would sing a million songs for you

Songs with lyrics filled with what I wanted to express

And hopefully, you would sing them back to me too

.

If only, those two words ring in my mind

The two saddest words in the world

They represent so many regrets of life

If is too strong a word, it is filled with lies

It can cause hearts to flourish with happiness,

It can also cause hearts to break, and die

.

-28th december 2009

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Haha, these few days I have been writing more poems. They’re my pride and joy, love them so much. I think if you were to read all my poems, they would spell out the past two years perfectly. The period with the most ups and downs, troubles, joys and happiness. Haha, ok shall stop. Don’t think anyone wants to read my poems/songs anyway.

School is starting next mondayyyyyy! Have fun people, and all the best to those taking back results.

XOXO, love you all! <3

Upon wishing stars,

I wish upon a thousand wishing stars

Stars that fill the night sky

That somehow one day my dream would come true

That I would be able to be with you

.

When shooting stars fly past

People clasp their hands and make a wish

But I hold back the tears

I know my wish, can never be granted

.

As long as we stay friends

I promise I will try to stay happy

I’ll bury those sour feelings deep in my heart

And move on with a smile, no matter how hard

.

I really wish things could go back to what it used to be

When I felt that there was just you and me

Sadly, things just changed as time passed

I really hope the friendship we have, will last

.

-13th december 2009

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Reflectionnn,

Haha, its the end of the year again, 31st December. Looking forward to the rest of the day, worship prac + Smash! Cannot wait hehe.

Anyway, wanted to do evaluation on the past year. But I have limited time. So basically, 2009 has been one of the best as well as one of the worst years ever. In the sense that so many things happened, it’s like one big cyclone/tornado. Leaves you shaky and don’t know where you’re standing right? But this year, I’ve grown in ways that words can’t explain completely. Learning to see things from different perspectives is really important, glad I’ve noticed that.

This year had its fair share of good and bad things happening, but all in all, I’m still thankful for whatever has happened. Right from the beginning of the year where I played like mad, to the time where I got my Olevel results + posting, being posted into SRJC, and the whole school year + all its drama, right up to the EOY ‘holidays’, it’s been a rollercoaster ride. But each step of the way, I’ve learnt something new. And I’m super thankful for everything. (:

Ok lah, I had alot to say, but I forgot whatever I wanted to post now. So I shall leave with a special dedication to my awesome class this year, 1A04,2009. (: You guys have been the best thing ever that has happened to me this year. Even though I didn’t know anybody in the class at first except for Constance and Priscilla, I slowly got to know most of you guys, and I realised what wonderful individuals you are. Without you guys, I think I would have quit school long ago. Hahaha. Thank you for brightening up my days, adding laughter to my life, your encouragements and naggings and motivations, basically just for being there. Next year is a whole new year, and even though everyone won’t be in the same class anymore, I’ll still remember each and everyone of you guys, and hopefully you’ll all remember me too lah. (: This has been one of my most wonderful, special and unforgettable classes, and I really treasure each and every one of you. I love you 1A4′09 <3333333.

Actually I still have lots of things to say, but most of it is private. Hahahaha so whoever’s reading this, happy new year and enjoy this special day ok!:D

xoxo!

Open your eyes to see the wonders,

Have been at Worship Team retreat yesterday evening and today. I want to say alot of things, but I just can’t put them in words. I learnt lots of things though. Valuable lessons to the max. (:

Desiree, you gotta remember that life isn’t all about yourself. It’s more than that. Much much more.

And now that I’ve realised all along I had the wrong mindset, I’m really really thankful. For the good things, the bad things, the sad, happy, everything. Cant believe this year passed by so fast, it’s almost the end of the year alr. 3 more days, to a brand new year once again. I rmb something Eunice said to me once, goes something like ‘ One life to live, live it’. So that’s what I’m gna do. Not for myself (:

Anyway, the next few days are gna be busy! Tmr’s worship prac for Smash, thursday’s Smash alr!:D Saturday’s SnL dinner, and the next week is reserved for catching up with people, as well as OGL camp. Won’t be posting here so often I guess.

Shall go off now. Xoxo all :D

If hearts were unbreakable,

Then I could tell you how I exactly feel

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Just wrote a new poem ! :D

Hehehe can;t wait to fill up my next sketchpad. These few days have been quite busy, I moved into my new house already!

Haha it is quite okay, even though it’s small, but like Dionne said, must count my blessings. At least I have a house to stay in. And it;s not so bad afterall, the deco is fine. And I’m staying opposite Constance now!:D I can see her block from my room ok. We’re only seperated by an expressway hehehe. Still lots to unpack, gna help my Mum for the next few days :D

Christmas is over, it passed in such a flash ok. Christmas day was spent in Uncle Vincent’s house after church. Played Wii with the cousins the entire afternoon. Mario Kart is fun to the max, especially when you finally win. And eating so much sweet stuff. Did I mention I gained weight ): A sign for me to exercise soon.

Haha the next few days are gna be busy with unpacking, Worship Team retreat in the evenings, and preparation for Smash! Can’t believe the year is ending so soon alr. Anyway, will update more soon. Tired now, shall go sleep on my chio bed (:

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Tell me how you feel, I really want to know.

Snowflakes and snowshakes,

Merry Christmas everybody! (L)

Somehow, Christmas this year has been different. Maybe it’s cos we’re in the midst of moving, that’s why time seems to pass so much faster. I actually forgot it was Christmas already.

Anyway today was awesome ! Church, followed by Uncle Vincent’s house. <3 Wii and Mario Kart, we were addicted to that game for the whole afternoon ok. And I improved. (Y)

Next few days are gna be busy, moving in tmr! :D Will miss Marine Parade and the convenience of everything here. Most of all, will miss Mama and her house. ):

Ok everyone, have a blessed Christmas, even though the day’s ending soon! (L) you all!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEWAINE LEE! :D One year older alr, loving you loads babe <3 Meet up soon!