I grew up years ago. Don’t you think its too naive to just assume that I’m gonna follow what you say blindly?
Sorry but that won’t happen. Maybe its time for you to accept the fact. Stop treating me like I’m a kid. I really really abhor that.

One reason why I hate every Chinese New year. One reason why I’m always up at night with eyes full of tears, wishing upon a million stars that you would try, just try to understand.

I just want a normal family, wtf’s so hard about that? 20 years it has been. And nothing has changed. Major sigh.

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Three wishes.

At times like this, I close my eyes, hug my bolster, and still imagine its you hugging me. I miss you, so terribly sometimes. Have you forgotten me?

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Really.

Have you really forgotten the times we spent together?
Forget it, I’m such a sap, and its another one of those nights. Stop pounding, brain.

I don’t know.

我懂了他，
他不让眼泪落下
所以让爱结束在最美刹那
他的眼里进了沙
他算了吧，够了吧
不要在苦苦挣扎。

Almost here.

Rain pouring outside, nice music playing, it would be perfect if we were still talking like in the past. Content, I’ve been content, but when can I feel the happiness I Last felt years ago? I miss you. I’ve been saying that so many time, I could say it a hundred times but things will still say the same. Time to trust God. :((((

I really miss you so so much. You have no idea.

Security.

You once made me feel like even if the whole world judged me, it wouldn’t matter because I had you. And you wouldn’t judge.
People who know me probably know I hate people who judge, especially when they think they know everything but they’re just grasping the tips of straws. It’s judgement passed around that makes the world such an ugly place.
You gave me security in this ugly place, but that was a long time ago. Why have you left me to fend for myself? :(

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Day of the year.

Welcome the weekends :)
Supposedly this blog is for rants only, but I seem to be returning to this space daily. Provides a certain sort of comfort yea.

It’s wonderful to know that there are always people around you that can cheer you up, that you can pour out your troubles to, and best of all knowing they won’t judge you. I can’t trust easily, so its really rare for me to really share personally with people.

Sigh, I really wonder where you are. I miss our conversations. :(
But I need to set my priorities right. Exams are coming up in a week, and I will glorify God with my results.

Goodnight everybody. It somehow comforts me that we share the same stars. Maybe we are close right now afterall..